[24 Sep 2005|07:42pm] What would you do if... 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? post comment

low fuel lights been on for days...doesnt mean anything [24 Sep 2005|03:36pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | Brand New ] Hey new livejournal... So yea. life right now is really shakey. alot of ups and downs, nothing really seems perminant. Ive been at morgans since wednesday casue my dad has been in arizona cleaning out my grandparents house, whom died 3 days before "the accident". But yea its been nice to get the fuck away from my father, he is stessful beyond reason. There is this guy in my ceremics class, who is amazing...<3. I started writing a story the other day...its pretty good so far. its called (smashed to pieces, PICTURE PERFECT) You pick. When am i gonna stop feeling this emptyness. I just wanna be happy again. I miss being able to smile and not feel fake. I miss having any motivation to do anything. The worst part is. no one can help its all up to me. But i have a problem among many things. If i cant even motivate myself to get out of bed in the morning how am i gonna motivate my self to pull my self out of this. I love you. 1 comment|post comment

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